The rooms are empty around me of eerie silence,
The nerves around my heart are swollen with pain,
I sit in the darker corners as my life is awe sinister,
My tears are entangled around your tiny anklets,
I wait and wait for the bells on your anklets to jingle.
My throat dries of grief when thought of your smile,
My lips curl red as I mourn for you my sweet baby,
I sit and brush your hair I find my bosom of tears,
I hate the dirty stench of money as it ate you baby,
My blood steams with fury my body aches of sorrow.
Womanhood a terrible failing to me my best man,
Motherhood an awful curse to me my sweet baby,
What do I have left to live than tear hereafter?
What do I do than to fear the fearful days ahead?
Is my heart so strong to live or break every second?
Humanity has been into the mucky caves of greed,
I scream every night when my hands run to feel you,
I wish hell to the blood craving bats thirsted for you,
I hate the world for burning your tiny soul for coins,
Did it pain baby as the butchers forced knives into.
I will wait for my baby at our doors till my very last life,
I will wait for my baby gazing for your tiny feet to step,
I will think baby how cute you would be if let grown up,
But fate would always show you small the day you left,
With cute braided plaits the tiny shoes and last smile.
But I’m sure baby, I’m sure someday I would come to you,
Take you into my arms kiss you all over your lovely face,
I would sing the sweetest lullabies I have waited to sing,
Till then forgive me my sweet child for my bitter verses.
Sleep on my empty bosom and live in my shattered heart.
There is no world around me, no people around me, no comfort around me, and no shadow around me. I miss you my sweet little baby I miss you and I can’t live just struggling with life to see you!
A, plea to the Angels in heaven keep my baby safe as she has seen enough brutality.
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